Don't Burst My Bubble

May 6, 2013
 This one you might have to make way for my big head. I think it's great that I am having days like this. I am starting to finally just accept myself and everything that entails. I am a great person with a lot to offer. I have a lot of potential and I am going to make something of myself some day. I have a lot going for me and no one can stop me. I have a big heart and a lot of talents. I think people can see that. Especially when I start to see it in myself. I am going to do something big and meaningful with my life. I just haven't figured out what that is.

 I had an interview type meeting today and it helped me to realize a lot of this. I sat with the guy maybe 10 min at the maximum and he told me he was impressed. That I had a lot of qualities that were very impressive to him. It's true though. The greatest thing I learned as a kid was the value of a dollar and what it means to work and do it well. A lot of people just don't have that anymore. I am also glad I learned to stick to my commitments. He pointed out to me that since my current job puts me on call a lot and just expects me to sit and wait to see if I'm needed to plan that day it shows a lot about who I am. I'm a great person. :) He did ask me what my greatest weakness and my greatest strengths are and on my way home I thought of what those are. They actually happen to be the same thing. I care about people. I actually care more about other people's feelings and always try to put myself in their shoes instead of worrying about myself. It's one of my greatest strengths in a sense that it pushes me to do better for myself so I can hold up others. It's my weakness because I care too much that it's almost destroyed me before. I've had to learn how to stay detached and let go if I couldn't help them.

 I don't always think so highly of myself. However, when I do I feel pretty dang invincible. That's a pretty great feeling. What's so wrong with having some confidence in the person that you are as long as you don't get big headed about it. I am a great person and I have a lot of potential to meet. I'm really glad that I can start showing that to the world. Bigger and better things are headed my way!