I Just Can't Help It..

April 30, 2013

 I just can't help finding the simplest of things beautiful. Even though there are a lot of things that haven't gone my way and a lot of it I can't change I just can't help but find something worth waking up everyday for. Today there have been a lot of things stressing me out and bothering me which I actually just cannot change. There is nothing I can do about the problems I'm facing and I know that and still let them get to me. I've found that there are certain things I can do on a daily basis that helps me to just not let these problems get the best of me. I work towards the things I can change and the things I can't I just let them go and hope that they'll work themselves out the way they should. I'm learning to let go of a lot of things because stress and anxiety is the last thing I need. I already get that way when my blood sugar is off so why would I voluntarily add more to that? I wouldn't. 

I just can't get over this beauty.

 My favorite thing to do now is take Trixxy for walks because it's warm, it's exercise, and it's so incredibly gorgeous. I always seem to get something new from taking Trixxy for a walk because I always see something that was just as breathtaking as the day before. I am glad that I'm finding a new appreciation for life because it really is such a difference from the way I was living before. Absolutely everything happens for a reason. My reason to get diabetes is to learn to appreciate life more and be a healthier me. Getting diabetes has pushed me to do all of the things I've wanted to, I've just never had the motivation on my own. This is my kick in the butt to get in gear and work towards my goals. I'm finally doing things I'm proud of and excited to be doing. I might not have my dream career or a lot of achievements under my belt but I have one thing that most people don't. I'm happy with myself, who I am, what I look like, and everything in between. I am one step closer to being truly happy, and that's more than most people can say. :)