This is Just Normal.

March 22, 2013
 I kept thinking today how funny it was all the questions people were asking me about what I could and couldn't eat and they didn't know. I guess I've done it so much the last week that it's becoming a lot easier and completely normal to me. Everyone who eats carbohydrates willy nilly is crazy! The more I talk to people about it the more normal it becomes for me and the funnier I find it how odd it is for everyone else. I think this is a good sign though! I'm also a lot better at shots. Even if I hesitate at first I just think if it's going to hurt it'll still hurt after you wait two minutes. I've gotten a lot better with all of it and just realizing I have to get it done.

 I think I'm doing really well with all of this I just still have a lot of financial details and other things I need to finalize. I also just need to be able to read my body better. My blood sugar has been all over everywhere! It's insane. One minute it's in the 200's and then the next little while it's dropped down to the 70's and I haven't changed anything. Thankfully with diabetes that just kind of happens and it doesn't mean I'm doing anything wrong it just means I get to learn about myself more than most people get to learn about themselves. Whether or not that's a good thing I've yet to decide. :) This could go one of two ways. One, I'd find out all of these things about myself I never knew I could do or possessed and end up having great confidence. Or two, I will find all of these things that I don't love so much and then I'll be able to change them but still no one likes to not like themselves. However, anyway you look at it, it could be a very positive thing if you make it that way.

 Today was overall very normal. I went to work and I came home and then went to my family Easter party. I have been extremely tired and cold though. I know being tired is just something you experience with and without diabetes but I'm wondering if the coldness can be related back. Oh well it's a good excuse to wear a lot of layers and stay warm. Not that I need much of an excuse haha. Today has been very relaxing and just a good time to breathe and not stress. I've needed it. Now it's time to get back to relaxing. :)