Work, Work, Work

March 27, 2013
 I am extremely excited to be able to work more hours now. :) I am only getting a few more but it's amazing how much of a difference it makes. I just feel more productive and that I'm actually doing something with my life. Today I started at my new job which I think will actually be really great for me. I'm working for an awesome family and I honestly don't mind the work. I have always been really good at cleaning when I put my  mind to it so I think this will be really great for me. I also worked my job at JC Penney right after that. I was on my own today so I took all of the pictures and it was actually really fun. I love taking pictures so much and I love it even more when they people I took them of love them too. I'm going to start taking pictures more with my own camera out of the studio because it really is such a great release for me. Not that this blog isn't I just think I need quite a few ways to get rid of stress now.

 I learned today I even love having my routine. I love eating 3 meals a day and eating so healthy. Not that every meal is but I actually miss my fruits and veggies when I don't eat as healthy. I'm getting very good at making meals fast as well. Before it used to take me an hour or so just to find all of the foods and make them to fit my carbohydrate needs. Now I just know that some foods are a certain amount of carbohydrates and they will pair well with another food and I won't go over my carbohydrates. It's crazy how fast I'm adapting to this new change. I'm even so excited for Easter because I get more boiled eggs and I can eat a lot of them. :)

 Today was also a great day to learn the lesson that I can't be around negative people. It's just toxic to me and it makes my body do crazy things. I have to be very positive in all of this or I will get depressed. It's a very scary thing and hearing new complications that can occur every time I discuss it with someone is overwhelming. I have to be so careful all of the time and watch everything I do just so I can live a normal life. That's a lot to take in and a lot of stress if I don't stay positive about it. This really is a great thing for me I just can't let that thought get clouded by the fact that there are a lot of risks. I can't be around negative people who just have nothing good to say, I never could stand it before but now it's just that much worse. I just want to shake it into them that they are so dang lucky to live the life they do. They don't have to worry about a lot of the things others do. I wish I could get everyone to see that they have nothing to be negative about because for every bad thing that happens to you there is just something that much better waiting for you. That's my challenge for all of you who read this, if you have something go wrong in your life don't just resort to being negative. Try to make every experience you have as positive as possible. It'll help you live longer ;) Just kidding I don't really know if it will but I'm sure it could since it'll make you happy and happy people live longer! I really don't know if that's true either but it makes sense. The happy people who enjoy their lives should get a few extra years kind of as brownie points for being so great and not letting life get them down. To you Negative Nellys you should earn some brownie points and try to live a few years longer! :)