It's Been a While..

April 28, 2013
 I guess this is what happens when life catches up to you. I thought about writing everyday but then I just got caught up in other things and lost track of time. I don't hate you by any means, I am just moving on with life. I have to let go of a lot of things that are holding me back and start working towards the things that are going to make me happy. It's become very clear how letting go and starting to just accept whatever good things come your way can change your entire attitude and your day. The first day I won tickets to a private showing for Iron Man 3. I know that it's not anything huge but what a great thing to experience at least once in your life. Then I went to a concert with great company and made even more memories. I am so open to whatever is going to come my way and just making the best of whatever it is and it's making a huge difference in my life.

 I am also trying new things and being more outgoing. I have let the fear of failure hold me back for so long that I didn't do half the things I now wish I would've. What is the worst that could come from trying things? I fail a few times and then try again until I get it? Failure in life is inevitable, all that matters is what you do with your failure and how you let it change you. Failure will change you no matter what whether you let it better your or you let it ruin you that is the decision you have to make. Before I would always let failure ruin me, now I couldn't care less if I fail as long as I try. I can always learn something and how to do something differently the next time. I am glad that I was diagnosed with diabetes because being sad and down on myself isn't an option anymore. It shouldn't have been before but now I can really tell the difference it makes on my health and I want to do everything that I can to be healthy. I am trying new things and taking more chances so that I can get new things out of it. So far a lot of great things have come from this new decision and it's been less than a week. I'm excited for what is ahead of me because it's looking pretty awesome.