Well, That's Odd..

April 17, 2013
 Today when  I woke up I checked my blood sugar like normal, which was low. I didn't like waking up to low blood sugar because my body was freaking out. I was very fidgety and getting an anxiety attack, which made it harder to breathe. Luckily, it wasn't very low just enough to freak me out. I ate something small I keep by my bed just to feel a little bit more normal. After that I went into the kitchen to make my meal and then I ate it. The problem with that is I didn't take any insulin at all because I usually do it right after I check my blood sugar. I didn't that time since I was so low I didn't want to risk it working before I had any food ready. I felt really funny for a while and that's when I realized I didn't take any at all. The funny thing is when I went to eat lunch I checked my blood sugar which was right where they want me to be. So now I'm wondering how much insulin I am needing to really help with my food. I think my body is still producing some of it on it's own just not enough to handle a lot. I'll have to see a little bit more about that.

 I finally went to the gym last night after a while of not going and it felt awesome. I did a really good work out and could just feel myself getting healthy. After the gym my mood started to change and I was feeling happier and more energized. Now I know that the gym is not optional. Everyday or at least some kind of physical activity everyday. It's ridiculous the impact it had on me. Things are going to get better I just have to keep trying. Every single day I have to work at this. It's not optional.